There are always two possibilities.
One the one hand, it could be that God has great things in store for you and you have to be patient and careful about how you live until His promises are fulfilled.
On the other hand, it could be that nothing super-duper is going to happen for you and that you don't have what it takes to have a really wonderful life like the one you used to dream about... That you're just not one of those people for whom things just happen.
They both seem like they could be true, really, in one regard.
Just choose.
If I were you, I would feed the first dog and let the second one starve, if you know what I mean.
